Eve of New Year's Eve ...

"Praise the LORD. Give thanks to the LORD, for He is good; His love endures forever." Psalm 106:1

Here I am again since I have lots of down time at work due to finishing my workloads plus some workloads of my coworkers who are on vacation.

I can't believe 2009 is almost over and 2010 will be here in no times! What a year it has been! There were good times and bad times in 2009. Most people I talked to are ready for 2009 to end and 2010 to begin. I have mix feelings about it. I think I am ready for 2010 and what it will bring but I also enjoyed what I did in 2009.

Although I will somewhat miss 2009, I am looking forward to what 2010 will bring. I am waiting on the LORD and what He will do in and through my life. I been thinking a lot about going to law school or even start thinking about a new job or even a promotion to my current job. In all this thoughts though, I am grateful for what God has done in my life thus far. I am so thankful that God has provided for me time and time again. I am thankful that I am working and have a church family. I am thankful for my family who prays and thinks of me constantly. I am thankful for friends who encourage and challenge me pretty much daily encounters. If I can come up with what 2009 means to me it would be being thankful.

What are you thankful for this year? I want this next year to be filled with thanksgivings and new adventures. I wait eagerly for the LORD and I hope He will fill you with peace and love beyond words. Thanks for reading my blog! Cheers!

Reflection

I can't believe it's been a while since I last wrote on my blog. Sorry. Life has been crazy busy. New friends, old friends. Busyness of life.

With everything going on, people would say I am happy and content. Am I? I feel like there's more to life than what I am doing right now. I am content with my job but it's not what I am passionate about. To be honest, I have been in this funk these past months and I desperately want to get out of it. I want to feel alive and live the life that God has created me to do. I want to go and do His will. As much as I want to just take the risk, I feel like God is telling me to wait. Wait and pray.

Patience is not one of my strengths, actually it's a weakness of mine. I do not like waiting so I try not to be late so that the other person will not wait on me. However much I hate waiting, I think that I just need to wait. Wait on the LORD. Where is He leading me?

As end of the year approaches and new year begins, I want to make a covenant with God and strive to live a life that is pleasing to Him. I desire to be in His will and help others come to relationship with Him.

What am I doing with my life? Who am I becoming to be? I think there's going to be a lot of reflection and evaluation in my life these coming days.

Thanks for reading! May God grant you peace and love in your life. :)